This is actually not the first time I had a blog. But the last one was more of a poetry art blog I had about 10 years ago. It might still be alive somewhere in the infinite eternal internet space-time.
So why did I just decide to do it today? Let's see - I lost my job, I am far away from everyone I love and know in my country of origin. I am right now alone at home. It is really really hot outside. So hot I couldn't even go to the studio and paint. I tried - but what happened is I felt sick and lay on the studio floor and closed my eyes, and realized I have a horrible headache and I am hungry. I could not find any advil or food in the studio so I walked back home.
The reason I feel so tired is I quit smoking. I think this is one of the side effects. I never smoked much so I am not sure if this is really the reason. But yes my blood pressure seems low and I feel sleepy. It is actually good I don't have to work because it would have been impossible to work right now.
My goal is to reach a week without one cigarette. I have managed to quit before - but came back to it after 2 weeks. This time I want to quit for good.
This blog is part of it. Wish me luck.
1 comment:
lama lo kotevet od?
neshikot mipolania.
L.
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